I will not apologize for my heart… Anymore. Some would say I’m ‘too sensitive’ or ‘over emotional’. I say I have a heart. I big f@cking heart at that. I have been hurt many times because I have a big heart and feel I should receive the same amount of heart. That’s not the way it works, it seems.
The closest to my heart definitely can hurt it the most. I can not control that and will not make excuses why I feel the way I do. Do I question some people and their love for me? Absof@ckinglutely. Does it make me stop trying to love? Nope. Do I feel like I am not so important to some? Yep. Honestly I have come to terms with not getting what I should. But I also have boundaries and make it aware that my feelings are valid. Unapologetically from now on, you’ll know if I don’t feel it.
Nothing in this world should be taken for granted. When anyone loves your child, let them. When you have time to call a friend, call them. If you feel like telling someone you love and miss them, tell them. Tomorrow may be too late.
Considering how busy we have been, we really do try to balance everything all the time. We try to be there for all of our friends and family. We try and spread ourselves out to the ones that are willing to share their time with us. That’s it. Simple.
I truly value everyone in my life. I feel the honest love I get. I Have a heart that allows me to get emotional quickly and feel hard. I hope the people that understand that are careful with my heart.
One day I hope I hear that my heart helped them or my heart healed them. And I am an organ donor, so I may not hear it, but maybe someone will live a better life because of my heart, in many ways.
I love you are 3 powerful words. Use them wisely. Use them often. And a big hug doesn’t hurt ever.
Xoxo ❤️💋
